I'm still here...

     I really am! I promise. It's just there are also 3,4, sometimes 5 children, a dog, a husband and a sink full of dishes that are also HERE. My point? I'll get back to it when I can. Or more honestly, when I have the time and sanity to read, think, and then actually sit down to write a decent review that I consider blog worthy. I have been reading some great books. Just not as fast or as focused as I was before they bay bay # 3 arrived. Here is a quick list of some of the books I've read and enjoyed. They aren't in any specific order of when I read them or how much I enjoyed them. Just random... like most of my life :)

1.The Spanish Queen by Carolly Erickson

2. Never Knowing by Chevy Stevens

3.The Madman's Daughter by Megan Shepherd

4.The King's Daughter by Sandra Worth

5.Darkness Peering by Alice Blanchard

p.s. These links will all take you to GOODREADS My favorite freebie, go to, get some book recommendations, quotes, fellow book lovers, contests, etc.

Review: Still Missing

Still Missing

by Chevy Stevens

Quote: " I've tried to play women's games before, with some unfortunate results, but I won't make that mistake again." ~The Freak pg. 40

Started: December 12, 2012

Finished: December 20, 2012

352 pages, hardcover

From the cover:

On the day she was abducted, Annie O'Sullivan, a thirty-two-year-old Realtor, had three goals: Sell a house, forget about a recent argument with her mother, and be on time for diner with her ever-patient boyfriend. the open house is slow, but when her last visitor pulls up in a van as she's about to leave, Annie thinks it just might be her lucky day after all.

 Interwoven with the story of the year Annie spent captive in a remote mountain cabin-which unfolds through sessions with her psychiatrist- is a second narrative recounting the nightmare that follows her escape: her struggle to piece her shattered life back together, the ongoing police investigation into the identity of her captor, and the disturbing sense that things are far from over.

  The truth doesn't always set you free. Still Missing  is a shocking, visceral, brutal, and beautifully crafted debut novel about surviving the unsurvivable- and living to bear witness.

My review:

I have mixed feeling about this book. There were some things I really enjoyed about it and others I couldn't believe(literally), or just couldn't understand. It seems to me there were too many holes in this story. Too many un-established characters and too much left untold. It made the story very hard to follow or to even try to solve the mystery. Which for me is half the fun of reading. Don't we "want" to figure it out? 

I felt very confused throughout most of the book. 

I did like the "idea" of the book and how it gave some detail into what she went through and had to endure. I did feel her dissociating after the event believable. Maybe this book was meant to be as confusing and unbelievable as it would actually be.

How would any human "be" after such events? Don't we all question why, how, after something evil or unjust happens? Maybe this book IS more real, simply because it makes no sense. It is about a tragic, horrible "thing" that happened and someone, many people are left to go on afterwards with unanswered questions. No quick problem solved. Yet, they must go on with whatever they do have, whatever is left of themselves.

I gave Still Missing 4 stars*